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    what happened? >_< 

    It feels so sudden. . .

    Was there something?

    Honestly? . . . 

    I thought our conversation was going well. . .

    I really liked talking to 拓哉 . . .

    And I have no way to contact him . . .

    Someone found me, and now i'll never be able to find him. . .

5000 Questions Part 28

(Real day of post: 17日6月2013年, a las 23:27ぽい)

2601. Do you think cell phones cause cancer? im not sure because that is still being studied
Are cell phone users more likely to get into car accidents? not in that way
Do cell phones really interfere with a plane's navigation equipment? im not really sure about that
Are cell phones immune from computer viruses? maybe not. duno
Can using a cell phone at a gas station spark a fire? no

2602. What makes a guy see a chick as less of a cute little girl and more of a woman?
style of clothes for sure and certain actions. although i think being a 'cute little girl' can also be attractive. there's nothing wrong with that. but i wouldn't know for sure. . . im a girl. i like guys :P

2603. What is it about football that makes people want to watch it?
the players' ass in tight pants

2604. What is the best show on tv?
so far, i really really like Game of Thrones!!! ^^ but i duno if you can call it "the best show on tv"

2605. Are you more of a tape dispenser or a stereo speaker and why?
stereo speaker. because they can become very loud

2606. What do you think is overrated?
what is underrated?
movie ratings; underrated= manga and anime (at least in US advertisement and distribution).

2607. Can spiders ump?
Did you interpret that as 'jump' or 'hump or 'bump' or other?
i interpreted as just ump and became confused

2608. What's the matter with adults today?
they're too boring too serious most of the time

2609. Have you ever worked 'off the books'?
no? i dont think so . duno what that is

2610. Have you ever worked 9-5?
If not do you think you ever will?
yes.

2611. Do men or woman make better bosses?
women. but sometimes we allow men do it cuz we dont wanna do the work.

2612. Do you believe that people should more up through a company or that the higher up positions should be filled by people hired from outseide the company?
sure why not?

2613. Why is it that no one seems to care about their job?
i duno

2614. When I go into a store, why doesn't anyone know anything about what they are selling?
cuz they are not properly trained and their bosses assume that they just know everything

2615. Have you ever seen those people that get that blank, lost expression when they go into a store and kinda shuffle along like zombies?
Do you wonder how they got up, dressed themselves, and made it to the store in the first place?
yup. even i do that but it doesnt have to be in store. it can be anywhere. no.

2616. When did you/will you graduate college?
next academic year (2014)

2617. When will Eminem stop whineing about his bad childhood and move on??
probly never

2618. I am drug free. Are you drug free?
yup

2619. I have piercings and am getting tattoos. Do you have either?
i have piercings. i dont want a tattoo. i want to go to onsen. :P Oooh! if only they had those here, i would go to them a lot. XD

2620. Can you REALLY say that your way is the right way?
maybe there is a different way for everyone?
at times yes. of course.

2621. What do you think of the song 'Imagine'?
pretty good

2622. Can you think of any reason i might have written this, other than I am bored with too much time on my hands?
no. . . .actually no

2623. What is the purpose of art? to inspire, or to just be art
How about movies? to entertain
Music? to entertain

2624. Do you think that anything has lost it's value because it's become too 'commercial'? What?
not really

2625. Have you ever been promoted? no
fired? no

2626. What do you call your private area? Does it have a nickname?
my bathroom. no

2627. What parts of your body are shaved?
the usual areas :P

2628. What is a peachclam?
i have no idea

2629. What is the american dream?
Is it the same as your dream?
making money. no. i just want happiness added to my life and to enjoy life ^^

2630. Do you need to be right all the time?
no

2631. There was a sculpture that was supposed to be displayed for a week in the Rockafeller Center in NYC of a falling woman - designed as a memorial to those who jumped or fell to their death from the World Trade Center. It was complained about as grotesque, innopropriate and describe as 'not art'
What do you think?
people were just too emotional and called it "not art"

It was taken down early because it was seen as 'offensive'. What do you think about that?
its not offensive. people are just moody.

The artist, Fischl, said in a statement. ``It was a sincere expression of deepest sympathy for the vulnerability of the human condition. Both specifically towards the victims of Sept. 11 and towards humanity in general.''
Are people just too sensative? Or maybe people are NOT sensative ENOUGH to the idea that others may have different views from them (or from the majority)?
some people only think about it through their own perspectives and dont think or are too ignorant to learn how someone else may view the situation

She these different, opposing or offensive views be allowed to be expressed freely and openly? Why or why not?
yes. because it should

2632. What letter's sound do you like the best?
RR

2633. What is one movie charater you identify with and why?
none

2634. Do you act the same when you are alone as you do when people are watching?
most of the time yes. i may be in a more relaxed sitting position that i can't do in school because they dont have couches

2635. Why is everyone so obssessed with superheros?
i duno

2636. What cliches do you hear over-used the most?
i duno

2637. Do you handle inconvieniences well?
sure.

2638. Are you a fan of Jackie Chan?
i would not say i am a fan, but i do agree he is a good actor and stunts person

2639. Is a promise a big deal?
yes. i dont like to break promises. so if i know i cant keep a promise, i will not make it a promise. i will simply let the person know "i may not be able to make you a promise".

2640. What is your place in the universe?
nothing extraordinary. just another person

2641. Once some scientists dug up a woolly mamoth, frozen in ice. It was still completely whole, not rotted or fosilized. The scientists decided to have a dinner party. It was a very posh affair. they served roast woolly mamoth steaks, the rarest meat in all the world. So, if you were invited, would you have eaten it?
i would not have eaten it

2642. What are 3 things you DON'T want to know?
anything sexual involving my brother or parents, details about astronomy/chemistry/physics/geometry because these subjects are really difficult for me and i get easily confused, aaaaaand i think that's it. i mean for the second one, i am willing to listen and TRY to understand but dont expect me to remember

2643. It seems to me that a lot of people don't value their lives, or life in general very highly. Why do you suppose that is? Are you like that?
i'm not sure. ive never thought about that. no i'm not like that

2644. Do you celebrate the harvest moon?
no

2645. Do you believe in out of body experiences?
no

2646. Why does so much depend
upon a red wheel barrel
glazed with rain water
beside the white chickens?
is this a joke?

2647. Why do so many people get jobs that they dislike?
because they choose to

2648. Do you think that in THIS world, being creative is a handicap? Why or why not?
no. it just is being creative. nothingmore

2649. Do you ever get chills or shivers during movies? What movies?
yes. movies where the airconditioner is blasting in the room and i get cold.

2650. Do you believe in the collective unconsiouss(that people are like onions..the outer layers are individualistic and the deeper you go the more similar we all are)?
that is a fact now that you explain it to me

2651. Do you think that most people have the qualities you look for in friends/intimate relationships or do you feel alienated?
i think many have the potential and many have the qualities. but it also depends in finding the person in a certain state. like if someone were to meet me when i was more shy but we both wanted the same things and they were not shy at that moment, would it have really worked?

2652. Are you very critical:
of others? no
of yourself?no

2653. Is there such a thing as expecting too much?
yes. women tend to do that a lot

2654. Would you rather take an hour lunch break or skip lunch and get out of work early?
depends on the day because i tend to do both. but mostly i do the skipping.

2655. Do you believe that happiness is equal to
fakeness? no
shallowness? no
joy? yes
something good that happens? yes
an attitude you have inside no matter what happens? yes

2656. Can you control your emotions? yes
have you ever tried? yes
im actually really bad at talking about my feelings. . . especially with other people and many times it takes me a while to even realize my own feelings

2657. Imagine you are 34 weeks pregnant. You are healthy and you didn't have any major problems in your pregnancy. Would you consider flying from the UK to Germany, which takes one hour, whithout a bad feeling that something could go wrong or the baby decides to come out earlier?
being pregnant would not affect my decision to travel

2658. How long do you think it would take you to jog a mile?
about 11 minutes

2659. Word association:
twilight: twilight
garden: garden
warm: warm
stars: stars
crash: crash
mold: mold
gold: gold
green: green
lush: lush

2660. Picture a triangle:
Quick! What color is it? yellow
Picture a square.
Quick! What color is it? blue
Picture a circle.
Quick! What color is it? red
Why do you think you saw these shapes as these colors?
i dunno its just the first thing that came to mind

2661. What things are endless?
nothing is endless

2662. Are you ever subtle?
yes. sometimes you have to be

2663. Because we don't know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. Yet everything happens a certain number of times, and a very small number, really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood...some afternoon that's so deeply a part of your being that you can't conceive of your life without it?
How many more times will you watch the full moon rise?
How can you fully appreciate these moments, every moment, when it all seems limitless?
~Paul Bowles
except from The Sheltering Sky

2664. Do you never have an ordinary day?
yes

2665. Do you embrace every single thing you've never known?
um. . . no?

2666. Has anyone ever mistaken you for a satanist?
no

2667. Can stress sometimes be good?
yes

2668. Write something random, just whatever flows out of your head without thinking. Forget punctuation just try to type as fast as you think:
why do i become happy when i get a text message?

2669. Are you a musical snob? no
How about a film snob? no

2670. When you were in school did you learn to think or repeat?
i already knew how to think and repeat. i learned about loop holes

2671. Do you have everything you need to be happy? in some yes and no
If not, what is missing? sometimes i just want a group of people that i can truly call my friends

2672. Would you take a very casualy dropped 'maybe I should just kill myself' as a warning ssign?
not necesarily

2673. What does the word 'ironic' mean? Can you give an exaple of an ironic situation?
i dont really know what it means. . . i've heard it many times, but. . .

2674. What did you see today that was beautiful in an ordinary way?
a picture of san francisco

2675. Have you ever been on the edge of the night?
no

2676. Do you feel oppressed in some way?
no

2677. Who do you think shot JFK? a fat dude
Who do you think shot Martin Luthar King? the same fat dude
Why do you think they got shot? cuz they were skinny

2679. Are you aware that although only about 14 percent of the american total population is black, that about 70 percent of the people in jail in america are black? i didnt know that
Why do you think that is? they're too busy with guns or something.
What conclusion can you draw based on this? blacks get jailed, whites are bailed. hey that rymthed.

2678. Do you think that the culture you live in is completely open to all ideas and forms of expression?
no

2680. What do you think of the character (muppet) on sesame street that has aids and should this kind of a theme be explored in children's television?
it should. kids should know

2681. Are you dyslexic?
no

2682, Can you construct a bong out of:
household objects?
an apple?
your cat?
   this is my question: what is a bong?

2683. Starwars, star trek or star gate?
starwars

2684. Windows or mac?
mac!!!!!!!!

2685. Do you start conversations or wait for other people to start them?
both

2686. How many phallac symbols can you think of?
none

2687. Would you but tickets to see the top ten american idols sing live?
no. i'd rather travel

2688. A bird may love a fish...but where would they live?
in trees

2689. Are you a hologram or a misfit?
neither

2690. How are you oriented sexually?
Do you agree with the people who say that everyone is bi-sexual even if they don't want to admit it?
i am a female. they are going on a theoretical framework

2691. If you are the only human on the planet of the apes do you have sex with an ape?
aaa. no

2692. If you aare making out with a sex someone and you reach down and find they have a fish tail instead of legs do you still fool around with them?
are they hot?

2693. Does superman wear kryptonite condoms?
probably not since it would kill him . . .

2694. Do you know exactly where you are? yes
Do you know the meaning of it all? no
Do you know the distance to the sun? no but it takes at least 10 hours or something like that for the light to travel
Do you know the echo that is love? no

2694. Do you believe you are:
extraordinary? no
Blessed? no
Cursed? no
Won? no

2695. What are you doing this weekend?
chillin, studying, working out, hanging out

2696. Do you believe that black people should get money to make up for their previous enslavement?
Do you believe that all oppressed people should get money to make up for their oppression?
no. people should get apologies from the people who did the oppressing.

2697. What's a quagmire?
a character in spongebob squarepants

2698. Is philosophy a science or can everyone have their own philosophy?
philosophy is not a science. no

2699. Are you a big fish in a small pond?
no. im a sea turtle

2700. Would you like to read an entire novel written in stream of consiousness form?


i dunno what that would be like but i'll give it a try.

5000 Questions Part 27

(Real day of post: 13日6月2013年, a las 13:23ぽい)

2501. what image, scent, memory, etc. would you take with you into the dark/light, the land of dead, heaven, infinity.....?
the image of the beach and ocean with the smell of salt water.

2502. Who is the most annoying musical artist EVER?
no one

2503. If you HAD to go to one of the following concerts, which would it be:
Snow,Vanilla Ice, NKOTB, Milli Vanilli, BSB, NSYNC.
I would go to see Nsync. but only because i would HAVE to. otherwise i wouldnt go see any of these bands

2504. Do you believe in manifest destiny?
no

2505. Have you ever fallen for an email forwarding hoax (send this to 13 people and old navy will send you a $200.00(100 pound) gift card)? Do you ever think 'well, maybe...' and actually forward those damn things?
no. ive never gotten an email like that. if i did i'd just label it spam and get it over with.

2506. Let's say there are 2 schools. one for boys and one for girls. They are both supposed to offer the same facilities so that the girls and boys get equal education. Would you take this to mean that the same courses should be offered to both girls and boys or that the same amount of money should be spent on each school?
i would say same courses. cuz you could have same money but spent on different things

Imagine that in the boys school fifteen boys sign up for calculus. In the girls school only five girls sign up for calculus. Should the girls calculus class be disolved and replaced with an easir one?
no. they should turn it mandatory

2507. Would it bother you if you found out that the fruits, vegetables, and meat that you eat is genetically altered (in lots of cases it is!)?
no. i already know this. and what you're talking about are GMO's.

2508. What does this world need?
more loving and money

2509. Is there anything you do just because you want to even though it has no redeeming social value?
all the time

2510. If you drink what kind of drunk are you?
the sleepy kind. i just fall asleep and get tired. i know. so boring.

2511, Do you ever 'conveniently' forget something you don't want to remember?
yes

2512. If you have any cousins are you close?
not really.

2513. Are you in love with yourself (your beautiful self)?
no?

2514. What was the first movie you got on dvd?
i cant recall

2515. If you're sexy and you know it clap your hands. Did you clap?
no but i know im sexy :P

2516. have you ever called a:
psychic hotline? no
suicide crisis line? no
sex line?no
dating line?no

2517. have you ever placed a personal ad anywhere?
no

2518. Do guys look good in make up?
yup. but it depends what kind of make-up and what kind of guys. like, if you're talking about american guys, no. they have no clue how to utilize make-up. drag queens? some yes and some no. etc etc

2519. What are 5 things you don't care about?
there are many things i dont care about. 1)celebrities. they have no personal impact on my life and vise versa, 2) complaints other people do yet they do nothing about it. go complain to someone else, 3) makeup, 4) purses, 5) many tv shows

2520. wHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO UNTIL YOU DIE?
live my life

2521. What 'issue' do you think your opinion is so right about that you end up trying to sway others to your point of view?
i used to be that way. where i would try to sway someone else, but now i dont give a shits ass. in the end its their choice to remain where they are. if they want to talk it out more then yea sure lets do it. it would only be my job to push their thinking outside the box

2522. What age do you hope to live until?
i dont want to live up to 100 if it means i cant clean my own ass. so an age where i can still do simple things but not old enough where im sitting on a chair all the time. . .

2523. Do you like to tie others down during sex? im not strong enough, but it would be something to try
Have you ever been tied down? no

2524. Do you own any "toys"? no. actually one of my friends wanted me to get one but i told him it would be embarrassing if i got that while still living with my ma. . .
Do you ever use them? no

2525. Have you ever been spanked in that sexy way? no
Have you ever spanked anyone else? no

2526. Do these questions make you uncomfortable? nope
Do you like that feeling? im not uncomfortable
Does it turn you on? nope

2527. You know those ___ for dummies books (COMPUTERS FOR DUMMIES, SURFING FOR DUMMIES, GOLDF FOR DUMMIES, WICCA FOR DUMMIES)?
Which one do you need to reaad?
none

2528. What do your socks look like?
mostly gray/black, sometimes white. i get mine from the mens section cuz they dont have girl socks in my size. so that's what they look like.

2530. Does love float away if you let go?
no. love would still be there, it would just turn into a different feeling of love.

2531. Do you think that most people in today's society are:
kind? sure
calm? sure
humble? depends
peaceful? no
helpful? no
happy? sure
spiritual? sure
creative? sure
friendly? sure
independent? yup. or atleast they like to believe so
intelligent? sure
having fun? yup
comming up with new ideas? not really
able to think for themselves? sometimes
able to really connect with others? sometimes
If you answered no to any of the above, why do you think that is? because some people just aren't

2532. Do you believe that every action has a sexual motive (think Freud)?
no

2533. Speaking of Freud, did you know he was on drugs (think cocaine)?
no i didnt know

2534. Do you trust psychology as a valid science?
sometimes its more theoretical than actual fact. so no not really. and many things are based on someone's theoretical framework which tend to sound very weird and not realistic.

2535. ID: In Freudian theory, the division of the psyche that is totally unconscious and serves as the source of instinctual impulses and demands for immediate satisfaction of primitive needs(sex, food, agressive behavior, drugs, alcohol, yelling, anger, fighting).
SUPEREGO: In Freudian theory, the division of the unconscious that is formed through the internalization of moral standards of parents and society, and that censors and restrains the ego.
So, which one do you express more, your ID or your SUPEREGO?
i dont believe in these things because for a person to have a difference between conscious and unconscious means that we are not in charge of our own lives, and something from outside is.

2536. Do you think that people who are alone and depressed are depressed because they are alone or alone because they are depressed?
you've already asked this question

2537. Can you complete any of the following lyrics:
I stop and I stare too much, afraid that I care too much...
You're a new and better man, he helps youtounderstand,He does everything he can, he's....
Took the needles from my arms and put them to the sky...
Top Gun shut down your Firm like Tom Cruise....
Don't you take it so hard now, And please don't take it so bad....
nope can't finish any of them

2538. How about these?
From around the way, born in '73, Harcore B-boy named...
And this feeling shivers down your spine, Love comes in colors I can't deny....
Before he hung up the phone he took a deep breath, stopped, and replied....
When I want you in my arms, when I want you and all your charms, whenever I want you all I have to do is...
Silly games that you were playing, empty words we both were saying...
nope

2539. Have you ever been to see a ballet?
yes. i fell asleep from boredom

2540. What is the differance between Satan and Pan?
i dont know

2541. What should a poem be or do if it is a sucessful poem?
convey a story/picture or emotions

2542. When you interpret a poem can each line mean anything you want it to?
sure.

2543. Are you an orgasm addict?
no. they feel good though :P

2544. Are you a sugar junkie?
no

2545. WHAT are you DOING?
WHY aren't you marching in line with the rest of them?
cuz its my day off you prick

2546.Do you only hear what you want to?
no

2547. Are you anal-retentive?
what? lol

2548. In and Out
Over and Under
Around and ???
around?

2549. What was the last thing you returned to the store?
shorts. i got the wrong size. so technically i didnt return them. i just exchanged them for a smaller size

2550. Why ask why?
cuz its important

2551. What is your favorite song or artist that is:
jazz: none
metal: none
rock: MUSE!!!!!
new wave: dunno
psychadelic: none

2552. What are your feelings about:
Picasso? dont like him
Van Gogh? was kinda cool
Michaelangelo? pretty talented. although i dont like the shape of the women. not natural at all
D'Vincci? same as picasso
Einstein? nothing really
Tesla? dont know this person

2553. Who else can you think of that made a MAJOR contribution to art or science?
sure there are a lot of people who made huge contributions to art and science like those astronomers who pushed the fact that earth was not the center, it was actually the sun. but sometimes i care more about what i'm going to eat for dinner than who made a contribution to art and science.

2554. Who can you think of that made a major contribution to modern thought?
that was totally me! lol

2555. Why is it called 'coca cola'?
i duno. cuz they wanted to coca cola and then everybody started to coca cola so they figured just to call a drink cocacola.

2556. Would you ever buy a Ford car?
no

2557. Donald or Daffy duck?
donald

2558. What is the most memorable thing about Pee-Wee Herman?
he was skinny and had funny clothes

2559. Lease or buy a car?
buy

2560. Have you met Real Talkin' Bubba?
Do you love him to death?
no. and no.

2561. Have you ever been in a situation where you weren't sure if you were seducing or being seduced?
jajajaja no

2562. Can you 'pinch an inch' on your belly?
no?

2563. Have you ever been to:
a temple? yes
a bar? yes
a massage parlor? yes

2564. Would you ever want to visit Thailand?
yes!!! they have pretty gay people

2565. What culture are you fascinated by?
all of them..

2566. Have you ever worn a cape?
no

2567. What is the difference between 'nude' and 'naked'?
none. there is no difference other than the use of different letters

2568. What can you get for a dollar (.59 brittish pounds)?
junk food from a vending machine

2569. What makes you who you are?
various elements combined in a certain pattern

2570. How do you search for meaning in life?
you go to shangri la

2571. If your partner collected internet porn pics of celebs s/he thought was hot would that bother you?
kinda . . .

2572. You are alone with your lover's diary. What do you do?
totally read it! and then putting it back as if nothing happened

2573. You read some and find out that a whhhiiillle back your lover had a crush on someone else, but you two were together. You both still hang out with this person. What do you do?
be totally pissed. but it depends. did they do anything about it?

2574. Are you an old fart?
no

2575. What were your favorite things to do in the yard as a kid?
in the yard? ive never had a yard. it was more like a neighborhood and a rainforest and a city. i liked climbing things

2576. Why don't people have more fun?
cuz they're lame

2577. Have you ever wanted to have a pet skinned and turned into an article of clothing? 
no way!

2578. Do I come off sounding normal, mildly irrational, blatently insane or completely certifiable?
you sound normal

2579. Did you ever feel that you were unable to function in society?
no

2580. Is it nap time yet?
no

2581. Do you have to have the space next to the door or can you walk from the other end of the parking lot and still be okay with the world?
what are you talking about? that makes no sense

2582. Do you like trains?
not really.

2583. What's in Hungary?
people and food

2584. have you ever felt like you were holding someone else back?
Has someone ever held you back?
no. yes but i let them go for that reason and some other ones.

2585. What do you think of the term, 'organized religion'?
i dont want part of it cuz organized religion is more about people keeping tabs on each other than actually following what you believe. it becomes another gossiping circle and loses its original 'religious' meaning

2586. What do you think of the name 'Orson'?
weird

2587. What frustrates you?
nothing at the moment

2588. Winkin, Blinkin and Nod, one night, sailed off in a sea of dew..
ok

2589. Is ten dollars (5 pounds) a good price to pay for one lipstick?
Does anyone else remember when lipstick was, like, 2 or 3 bucks?
NO! ive never gotten lipstick but even if i did i wouldn't pay 10 bucks.

2590. Are you ill?
no

2591. Where were you the night of.....oh hell, last night?
in class

2592. Do you pronounce the 'er' sound at the end of words(lookER or lookA)?
looka

2593. Do you drink only 100% juice?
no

2594. Do you remember the bills you have to pay...or even yesterday?
no

2595. What duck?
donald duck

2596. Do you collect coins? no
How about stamps? no

2597. wHAT'S the best way to learn a new language?
being surrounded by it

2598. Is god in you?
no.

2599. Are you in god?


ew no.

2600. Do you know which fork to use at a formal table setting?
no. i just use a fork. there are many etiquette rules that i dont know and arent important. what's important is that that food gets into my mouth and i eat it. :P

5000 Questions Part 26

(Real day of post: 13日6月2013年, a las 12:10ぽい)


2401. Does love come from the brain, the heart or elsewhere?
our minds


2402. Have you ever given a shot? no
If not, do you think you could give one to a loved one if you HAD to? yup. no problem
Do you think you could give one to yourself? yup

2403. Can you lick your elbow?
Come on, didja try?
i cant do that

2404. If i was going to be talking to you for 10 minutes, what would be something really intersting you know a little bit about but would like to know more??
tatuajes

2405. If today was a holiday, what would it be?
green day

2406. If you were making a mix tape what would you HAVE to have one it?
shaggy

2407. What do you think of the Sopranos?
its a tv show

2408. Can you name three good things about the society you live in?
How about three bad things?
a) variety in food, ok weather, import of foreign manufactured goods b) socialization between strangers, high prices, shitty education system

2409. Have you ever had a crush on your teacher?
How about your boss?
yup. never had a boss yet

2410. What is the differance between acting like someone in high school and acting like an adult?
for some people there is no difference

2411. What is the differance between a whopper and a whopper jr?
i dont know

2414. Have you ever seen a movie in 3D?
yup

2415. How difficult do you think it is for immigrants to come into your country?
How difficult is it for them to become citizens?
not difficult at all. that can be difficult but if you have good help from certain people the process wont seem so frustrating. really its just a bunch of paperwork and regulations to go through.

2416. Do you have what it takes to go live in another country, maybe for years, where you don't speak the language as your first language?
yup. i would do that in a heartbeat

2418. have you ever died in your dreams?
no

2420. What clothing size are you?
What size do you wish you were?
it depends what pieces you are talking about. for dresses i have no idea. pants = 3 or 5. shirts = small (sometimes medium), skirts really depend on the maker. yup

Did you know that Marilyn Monroe was a size 12(and lotsa people think she's HOT)?
i think she was jacked up on drugs.

2421. Does science leave room for faith?
it can
Does faith leave room for science?
it can depending what religion you are taking about.

2422. What book should our political leaders read and why?
an IQ test booklet. they need to be able to pass an IQ test

2423. Why and under what circumstances are people more likely to buy brand names ragher then thier generic counterparts?
im surprised how many times that actually happens, but i really dont know cuz ive never payed attention to brand names.

2424. What is your favorite glass object?
tables

2425. Do you like to window shop?
not really

2426. Have you ever loved someone so much it just turned to hate?
no

2427. What is arrogance?
choosing to stick to some thinking/point of view and choosing to not listen to what others have on that matter

2428. Are you more liberal or conservative?
liberal

2429. When there is a presidential election in the USA why do we never hear anything about the third party candidtes? Do you even know who they were last time?
i didnt know

2430. Are you more likely to buy one really nice expensive outfit or a couple of cheap outfits?
id rather buy a couple of cheap outfits

2431. If you could, would you wear everything once, throw it out and buy something new?
even if  could i wouldn't. that would be such a waste

2432. Do you believe that people have a responsiblity to be:
good to other people? yes
good at their job? yes
helpful to the earth(not litter, recycle)? yes
aware consumers(not buy animal tested products, not buy products that were made in sweatshops, etc)? yes
non-wasteful (not spend their money frivolously when they could save it to help others)? it depends
charitable (donatine money, volunteering)? it depends
Which of the aabove are you? duno

2433. How do you feel about the internet?
Should there be laws and censorship on the internet?
its pretty cool. no

2434. Can you think of any questions that aren't already on this survey?
yes

2435. Does sleep seem like a little death to you?
no

2437. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?
maybe around 5? i dont remember

2438. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?:
Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety?:
i like a little variety. plus there is also special occasions where you need different shoes.

2439. How many lovers have you had?
3

2440. Have you ever had surgery? For what?
yes. teeth and eyes and birth

2441. What puts you in the mood for sex?
making out

2442. Have you ever been on alcohol or drugs while at school or work?
yup

2443. What do you think of Martha Stewart?
some of her cooking is really yummy

2445. What do you think of:
British people? kinda boring
Australians? its so hard to mimick their accents
Americans? also equally boring
Canadians? no opinion
Mexicans? they're alright. mexican women are weak
French people? no opinion
Germans? no opinion

2446. What do you do to cure the hiccups?
hold my breath as long as i can

2447. What is the FIRST thing you do when you come home from school or work?
take shoes off, take lucy out

2448. Are you a slob?
no

2449. Do you have a good work ethic?
yes

2450. Are you a pack-rat?
no


2451. Do you roll your eyes alot?
no

2452. Do you prefer b-sides or remixes?
huh?

2453. What makes the world go 'round?
gravity in space

2454. Is Blink182 punk or pop?
i see them as pop

2455. Do you remember Fat Albert?
i learned about him

2456. Do you take things slowly, as they come?
sure. but most times i just go out there and do it

2457. Are you laid back or tense?
laid back mostly but tense sometimes

2458. Are you insecure?
in some ways yes

2459. Imagine you aare working in a soup kitchen. You are supposed to give each person on the line a half a cup of soup. When hungry people come up to you do you just end up emptying the cabinets for them?
no

2460. Why can't ywe give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we all just get along?
cuz sometimes people screw up badly and dont deserve a second or third chance

2461. What bands do you want to see live that you have never seen?
bruno mars, imagine dragons

2462. Do you like raunchy songs (like that lick ny neck, lick my back, lick my pussy, lick my crack song)?
ive never heard of that song

2463. Do you think that the Beatles are still the Beatles without John Lennon?
no

2464. Do you like the band Squeeze?
dont know them

2465. When you are angry or upset do you know you're being irrational but you can't really stop?
i can stop. i choose not to cuz im pissed

2466. Is there room in your life for one more trip to the moon?
yup

2467. Where are they now:
Your first best friend in elementary school? i have no clue
your first crush? no clue
your first boy/girlfriend? um. . . .probably still living in illinois. duno
your first love? duno
your first lover? thats the same thing

2468. Do you have a lot of self pity?
no. i dont need to pity myself

2469. have you ever had something really good come out of something really bad that happened to you?
with good there is bad.

2471. What is one of your secret delights? chocolate. but thats not really a secret
What gives you a cheap thrill? rollercoasters
What is your biggest guilty pleasure? none

2472. Have you ever misinterpreted song lyrics in a funny way (I used to think that 'wake me up before you go, go' was 'wake me up and buy me cocoa')?
yup. many times

2473. What are the most popular/overused diary names?
no clue

2474. Are you under pressure?
no

2475. How well do you know yourself?
not very well apparently. i just get surprised when people are able to read me so easily

2476. Is 'soul' such an old fashioned word? yup
Is 'love'? no

2477. Name a person you love:
How do you love them? Let's count the ways...

2478. Does your place have a lawn gnome?
no

2479. Do you ever wonder, 'why me'? no
When? never

2480. Is rap a form of poetry?
yup

2481. What's the differance between a player and a baller?
i duno

2482. What imagery do you get from the words 'woodsmoke and herbs'?
wood, smoke, and herbs

2483. How many days until your birthday?
um . . . about 6 months

2484. have you ever MEANT to hurt anyone?
no

2485. What are 3 things you don't know?
i dont know many things. that what life is for. to learn them

2486. Do you usually feel physically well or unwell?
well

2487. Would you ever submit your picture to be 'rated' on one of those 'hot or not' websites?
sure. just to be curious of what people would say

2488. Why are there hardly ever any fat people in movies?
its movies we are talking about here!

2489. Is there any differance between what's real and what's for sale?
no

2490. Are you funky?
yup

2491. Do appologies always make things all better?
nope

2492. Let's just say that there is a huge ass bomb that can blow up the Whole Planet..it is set to blow up in 100 years. You can push the button to stop it but if you do you Will die. You only have this one chance to stop it. Do you stop it?
yes

2493. Let's say someone else found the button to stop it instead of you. Do you think it is their moral obligation to save humanity at the expense of their own life?
it wasnt their obligation. it was just a choice they made

2494. What's the silliest name you can think of?
Latienda. i met someone with that name and i couldnt stop laughing.

2495. It's the middle of the night and you are home alone. Someone knocks on the dorr and says their car breoke down and asks to use your phone. What do you do?
ignore em

2496. If a cop pulled you over and asked if he could search your car what would you say?
no

2497. Are you meek or nasty around cops?
no

2498. If you were me and I was you then where would we be?
in different places

2499. What has been the greatest invention so far?
airplains.

2500. We are at question 2500. Do you REALIZE what this MEANS??!!!
that we are at question 2500.

5000 Questions Part 25

(Real day of post: 13日6月2013年, a las 11:44ぽい)

2301. Who is the hottest celebrity you can think of?
Bi

2302. Have you ever been to the following diaries(on opendiary.com)? If yes, what do you think..if no, then based on the name, does it sound interesting to you?
Hicks: not interesting
Shukhevych: not interesting
Cinderella: same
Oliver: same
A tinfoil valentine: same
Burning River: same
joebeginswithajay: same

2303. Do you ever get so nervous that you can't even think?
yes

2304. Do you sing when there is no music?
yes

2305. Would you rather cast a spell or say a prayer?
cast a spell

2306. Why does the US dollar bill have a pyramid on it?
cuz the old white dudes didn't have their own legendary american structures

2307. Who was the best political leader in history and why?
im not sure

2308. What was the first sex toy you ever used?
none so far

2309. If you hated a book, would you burn it?
no. id just sell it

2310. What are your feelings about pornography?
i dont need it

2311. What are your feelings about people who are against pornogrophy?
i dont care

2312. If you could dance with anyone in the world right now, who would it be and what song would you dance to?
. . .

2313. What is your favorite flavor of schnapps?
dunno

2314. Finish this sentence your own way. There are two types of people in the world...
the people who think they're smart and the bitches who know they're smart

2315. What have you saved since elementary school?
clothes

2316. Have you ever won an award?
yup

2317. Are you more:
good or evil? both
wise or foolish? both
safe or dangerous? both
satisfied or envious? satisfied
honest or decietful? honest
faithful or perfidious? faithful
sane or mad? both
strong or weak? both
enigmatic or plain? both
aggressive or peaceful? peaceful
brave or timid? brave
humane or cruel? humane
critical or appreciative? both
temperamental or calm? calm
sad or happy? both
normal or unusual? both

2318. How do you feel about Terri Schiavo?
dont know who that is

2319. Do you feel more connected to the sun or the moon?
sun

2320. Do flaws make people interesting to you?
yes

2321. Who is your favorite historical figure?
kanno sugako

2322. White bread or wheat bread?
both

2323. Would you rather never have sex again or have sex once with a walrus?
never have sex again with a walrus :P

2324. Would you rather sky dive or deep sea dive?
both actually

2325. What is the kinkiest thing you've ever done?
give them my love and time

2326. What is your favorite pick-up line?
none

2327. Do you usually do things fast or right?
right

2328. What will the most common halloween costume be this year?
witch

2329. What was it last year?
duno

2330. Is love a choice or something that can't be helped?
cant be helped

2331. What is youur preffered method of birth control?
condom

2332. Is there someone you see everyday (or sometimes) that you would like to hug and talk to but you just don't know them well enough?
no

2333. Are you or have you ever been in a band?
no

2334. Here are 4 statements about me. Only one of them is true. Which one is it?
a. I lost my mind doing drugs.
b. I've been arrested before.
c. I have 9 cats.
d. I have a children's book published.

B is true

2335. What do you think of the smashing pumpkins?
they're ok

2336. Would you wear a thong bathing suit in public?
yes

2337. Hello I love you won't you tell me your name?
no

2338. If you had to be surgically attached at the hip for two years to either Britney Spears, George W. Bush or an ugly creepy troublesome but nice troll, who would you pick and why?
o_________o don't you have any better options? i guess britney spears then

2339. Let's assume that there is a "meaning of life," a reason for humans to be here on this planet. Would you give up both of your legs and one of your arms if it would mean everyone else would learn the meaning of life?
no

2340. If you could meet God and talk to him for 5 hours, -or- find out whether or not there is intelligent life on other planets and make contact with them, which would you pick and why? (Note: If you meet God, you will never find out if there is intelligent life on other planets, so you can't ask God if aliens exist. Also, you would get no proof that you had talked to him or her. And finally, if God doesn't exist then you don't get to meet him or her!).
i would pick the second one. sounds more interesting.

2341. Sixteen Candles, Pretty in Pink, or the Breakfast Club?
pretty in pink

2342. Before you read this question, pick a person from your life, any person. (You have to be thinking about someone before you continue!). Would you rather have the ability to watch that person for one hour per day, or would you rather have that person watch you for one hour per day? Who is it and why? (you pick the hour - they don't know that they are being watched - it's like there are invisible TV cameras following them around)?
watch them. im not gonna say who. why? because its interesting to watch others.

2343. Would you rather be guaranteed to have your dream job or never be heartbroken?
dream job

2344. Have you thought about death today?
no

2345. What is your favorite breakfast?
japanese bread toasted with honey

2346. What is your favorite classic movie?
Twilight Seibei

2347. Gold or silver eyeshadow?
silver

2348. Are you the life of the party?
not always

2349. Do you wish you were?
a human with superhuman powers

2350. Sdrawkcab daer uoy nac?
yes. slowly but yes

2351. If you realize that a student at your school or a colleague from your job has plagerized part of their work from the internet. What do you do?
nothing

2352. What does your computer look like when you aren't looking at it??
a computer that isn't being looked at

2353. If you aren't looking at it, how do you know it's still there when your back is turned?
cuz its innanimate object

2354. If you hit an animal with your car would you get out to try and make sure it was okay?
yes

2355. If it was someone's cat (collared with address) would you knock on their door and appologize for hitting the cat?
probably not. . .

2356. How do you feel about the people who are teased in high school sueing the bullies who teased them for emotional damage?
a waste of money.

2357. Do you have an interest in any of the following:
guns: no
explosives: yes
marilyn manson: no
trench coats: no
the mafia: no
death: no
satanism: no
nazis: no
that doom game: no

2358. Do you believe that people live in their own worlds or realities or do you think we all share the same world/reality?
i think we have different realities because we all see the world diffirently in some way while at the same time seeing things in the same way. its like our personal universes overlap sometimes

2359. Do you believe that Nazism was a characteristically German thing, or do you think a similar type of government could spring up in any country?
well just look at north korea right now. kinda deppressing

2360. Is your diary in the internet archive wayback machine (http://www.archive.org/web/web.php)?
no

2361. When do you get your most peaceful and satisfying sleep?
when im totally exhausted physically and mentally

2362. What thought gets you out of bed in the morning?
relaxation and food

2363. Do you get along better with guys or girls (as friends)?
guys. girls it depends where they are from

2364. What does tx81z stand for?
i have no idea

2365. How many points is the letter Z worth in Scrabble?
1?

2366. In poker, which hand is better: four of a kind or a straight?
duno

2367. What is the official language of Australia?
english

2368. On what continent would you find British Columbia?
canada/ north america

2369. Have you been to homestarrunner.com?
no

2370. What promise could you never keep?
if i cant keep i promise then i dont make it a promise cuz i dont like breaking promises. ever.

2371. No cat has 8 tails.
Every cat has one tail more than no cat.
How many tails does every cat have?
1?

2372. What are you a member of?
depaul uni.

2373. If you and your mate were stranded at sea on a scuba diving trip like in the movie Open Water, how would you survive?
i would look for an island

2374. Do you feel confident that you would know what to do under emergency circumstances?
yes. just depends on what circumstance you are talking about

2375. Have you ever been stood up?
yup. i never talked to him again.

2376. Use a similie to describe yourself.
awesome

2377. Good. Now use a metaphore.
flowing water

2378. Have you ever had an unusual piercing?
no

2379. Have you ever experianced culture shock?
yes

2380. Imagine you were trapped in one of the world trade center towers on 9/11/01. Who would you call and what would you say to them in those last few minutes?
i would call my family and tell them how are they doing and that i would see them tomorrow

2381. Do you ever go to school or work when you feel like you do not look your best??
yes

2382. Does doing this effect your whole day?
no

2383. What was the last movie you watched and what did you learn from it?
stargate continum (2002). i learned that some directors out there aren't very creative

2384. Do you believe that everyone who doesn't believe in your religion is going to hell?
no

2385. What is the best thing about winter?
hot chocolate and staying inside

2386. Do you ever shovel your neighbor's walk?
no

2387. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
not many times

2388. Have you ever looked back at someone you loved and wondered 'what attracted me to THEM?'
yup

2389. What do you think of Drew Barrymore?
he's a person

2390. Name one thing you refuse to ever do.
threesome

2391. Nmae one place you refuse to ever go.
north korea

2392. Do you think people see you more as who you are or what you are?
isn't that both the same thing?

2393. Pick 3 random letters:
Now think of the first 3 things that pops into your head that starts with each letter.
T, R, B:  tits, rainbows, bras

2394. Do you dress more revealing or more to cover up?
i dress to look good.

2395. What does it take to be a 'real gentleman'?
thats a good question :P. if you dont know that then i cannot tell you

2396. Where would you go if you were going somewhere you don't usually go?
blood donation center

2397. On the first sept 11th anniversary, the new york lottery's winning numbers were 9,1 and 1. Do you believe this is fate, coincidence or a conspiracy/plan?
i dont really care about that so i have no opinion on it

2398. Have you ever noticed that there is a lie in the middle of the word believe?
now i did

2399. When (and if) people (or animals) go to heaven, do they become angels?
they would have to seriously go through a genetic mutation really quickly in order to be able to have BOTH arms and feathered wings.

2400. What is your most important body part?
center/torso

floorsのおかげです

(Real day of post: 11日6月2013年, a las 14:53ぽい)

    Uploaded Wii, and downloaded Youtube TV channel. Now can see fav videos like from KevJumba or Xiaxue on TV. I love the way Xiaxue talks! Yup. need to visit singapore and get nock-off japanese and chinese products. jajajaja I wish i had a nice shoe rack/closet where i would live so when people come inside, the shoes aren't spread out all messy in front of the door.
 
    Sometimes I keep yelling at my mom reminding her the only shoes she can use inside are her house sandals. I purposely put 2 small rugs before the stairs (to upstairs) and one right afterwards so she can wipe off her shoes. Cuz i'm the one cleaning the floors and i like to walk barefoot, and feeling stuff on the floor when i walk can get very annoying!

    The things you deal with when living with someone. . .
    Ok back to paper work. I like listening to the bad Explosions in The Sky while doing works tuff.



~*~ 23:31頃~*~

    Yup.
I'm adding LED earrings to my bday/xmas list.
Ok so that makes 2 things i want.

    And finally done with thesis! ! ! !
    Ended up being 14 pages (double space). 4,255 words.
At one point, close to when was done, laptop decides to shut down on me and i lost everything that i didnt save. Good thing that it wasn't that much but i was still a bit aggravated. . For the next few weeks I dont want to hear anything about dekasegi, nikkei, nissei, etc. I like the topic but kinda need a break right now. -__-

   Hope tomorrow Junghua and Kevin make something good to eat for night class. Like. . .actually cook it, not just buy it somewhere. Anyone can do that. I would have volunteered to make rolls (maki-sushi) or these chocolate balls that flavia taught me how to make for everyone but just too lazy.
    Tomorrow is the official last day to show up for class. Still have russia thing to turn in by friday.

    Starting 3rd season of Game of Thrones after writing this. :DDDD The guy on the hourse at the end of the last episode in season 2 looked so cool! ! ! ! I wonder what they did in CG to make it look like that. How many hours did someone sit in a computer working on that 1 scene?!?!?!!

5kを逃げた

(Real day of post: 10日6月2013年, a las 22:32ぽい)

    After doing part 21 of the 5000 question survey, i ran.

    Felt pretty good.
I listened to Bruno Mars along the way and came back home all drenched in sweat. Stretched, took a shower and stretched again. My thighs were feeling tight so i think i have to stretch that more before running.

    And my pace improved.
mile 1: 11:59seconds (this is when i started out with a walk for about 3 minutes or so)
mile 2: 11:54sec.
mile 3: 11:39sec.
mile 3.2: 10:45sec. (i speed up towards the end)

in total that's 5.11KM (or 3.17miles). total time: 37:35sec. average speed: 11:51sec.
    I'm glad i did the training intervals before attempting to jog a whole 5K. probly would have died. Told Jose about it. He says "i doubt i can keep that pace :-( i would have taken a cab for the last 2K and improved my time that way, lol!".

    Earlier today took final for japanese 203. Feel really good about it. ^^
After that relaxed a bit and ate at cafecito with Jose. This friday (14th of june) all of us are gonna get together and have lunch, just as a gift for ourselves for finishing finals. I vote for 90 Miles Cuban Café. ¡¡really good flán de coco!! We would have done 15th of june but Yizhou He and Mentha leave on that day.

22

(Real day of post: 9日6月2013年, a las 9:32ぽい)

    yup. that was a migraine.

    i never want another migraine again!
    they're horrible!!! TT_TT

   

    and i've been telling people im 21,

but im really 22. i think i just didn't keep track at some point?

even in a previous 5000 question thing i said im 21.

i feel like a silly idiot.

    i forgot my own age.

~*~12:41頃~*~

可笑しいね。ψ(｀∇´)ψ

comico

悪い点

(Real day of post: 8日6月2013年, a las 9:47ぽい)


    I really like these questions someone sent me. On top of that they told me to think of the negative side of this person.:

1. Why should I waste my time on someone who doesn't care and isn't willing to spend their time on me?
2. Why should I waste my emotions on someone who doesn't reciprocate?
3. Why should I waste my tears crying over someone who will never know, never care and wouldn't care?
4. Why should I subject my heart to such pain over someone who doesn't give a damn about me?
5. Why should I put myself through such torture of missing them, thinking about them, caring about them, loving them and gain nothing of that sort in return?
6. Why should I get depressed over a person who can ruin my chances of meeting potential BETTER people?

恋人の悪い点を考えてこれらの質問を答えて下さい。


~*~21:05頃~*~

    For some reason i've had this terrible headache for a while. Not really headache. More like . . . dizzy? Like, if i move to suddenly i get dizzy and that feeling of heaviness. I drank alot of water already. Maybe i over exerted myself earlier today in the run training. My time is getting better!


~*~23:53頃~*~

    That dizzy feeling i talked about? got worse. trying to lay down but everything is spinning. threw up twice now.

5000 Questions Part 24

(Real day of post: 11日6月2013年, a las 00:18ぽい)


2201. Do you have a favorite song by The Cure?
no

2202. Are there things you've never told for fear that others would judge you?
yes

2203. Do you have a favorite Glen Miller song?
no

2204. Can sex ever be casual?
um . . . i dont think so

2205. Who was the last person to let you down?
idont want to say

2206. Do others feel that you expect too much of them?
i dont know that

2207. Did you forgive the last person who hurt you?
i guess not

2208. Does one bad deed outshine many good deeeds?
depends. if we're talking about cheating yes

2209. Would you like to go on television to receive a make-over?
nah

2210. What will no one ever see you do?
hmmm. thats a good question. dream?

2211. Are you quick to anger?
sometimes yes

2212. Are you slow to forgive?
yes

2213. Do most people around you have a positive attitude?
not really . . .

2214. What do you need help with?
nothing so far. unless you want to paint my walls for me and do a good job , ill gladly let you do that.

2215. Do you know a lot about geography?
probably not

2216. Do you take the easy way out of things?
no

2217. What is your favorite fabric to wear?
polyester

2218. Would you finish this survey if it went up to 10,000 questions?
sure. it would just be really really take a long time

2219. Would you rather visit the dessert or the rainforest?
dessert. already visited rainforest. lol i lived next to one. well i dont mind going to another rainforest.

2220. What does Domo Oregato Mister Roboto actually mean?
you're actually spelling that wrong. its: どうもありがとうミスタロボット. it means thank you mr. robot. (or could be robert or roberto)

2221. Do you still make a wish when you blow out your birthday candles
no

2222. Make a wish now:
ok

2223. Do you look for four leaf clovers?
no

2224. What are you the guardian of?
my heart

2225. Do you treat people differently based on their appearance?
no

2226. Are you for or against censoring child pornography?
there shouldn't be child pornography to begin with

2227. Are naked child images in paintings more acceptable than photographs of naked children?
depends what kind of painting. like if its one of those really old canvas paintings from europe, well yea thats fine. i mean have you seen those baby angel things? and if you mean by baby pictures, those are fine too. i have my own naked baby pictures.

2228. Now that we can create such lifelike digital images, do you think it should be allowed for digital child pornography to exist (as in there were no children involved in the porn, it is all digitally made, the kids aren't real, they just look real)?
thats fine. but gross

2229. Do you like wheel of fortune or jeopardy better?
neither

2230. Are you a fan of the Clash?
no

2231. How do you feel about Jerry Orbuch's passing on?
nothing

2232. What celebrity are you dreading the future death of?
none

2233. Are you a fan of Joy Division?
no

2234. If you were going to 'make over' your diary what theme would you give it?
a pink one?

2235. What is your favorite tarot deck?
none

2236. How do you feel about file sharing (especially movies and music)?
awesome

2237. How do you feel about wicca and paganism?
sure. interesting sometimes. but dont really know much about them

2238. Do you believe that people who practise the above religions are able to accomplish magic?
i dont know much about magic to answer that question

2239. If you were given the opportunity to lead a creative writing program for a small group of students in a high school with a low budget in generally poor neighborhood, would you do it?
um . . . sure why not

2240. If you could pick anyone who would you want living next door to you?
a person i like preferably or a really good friend

2241. If you were a tarot card which one would you be?
none

2242. Should high school cafeterias stop serving twinkies and other fatty foods?
yup.

2243. Would you rather that McDonalds took a lot of fat out of their fries even if they wouldn't taste as good?
you do know we are talking about potatoes here. . . the only fat that comes from it are the oil from the friers

2244. Do you neglect your friends when you have a signifigant other?
no. although i've had a few friends that are like that and it kinda pissed me off a bit cuz after they break up its like they expect you to act the same way as before like nothing happened. you should make some sort of equal time for your special someone and friends.

2245. Do you think that an advertisement for a cake decorating set would make good song lyrics?
not really. it would just make me hungry

2246. Would a band that used this ad for song lyrics take off or just fizzle out?
they could take off

2247. Are you more practicle or imaginative?
both

2248. Can you see beautiful colors without closing your eyes?
yes?

2249. What are the four best songs or bands to listen to while making love?
bruno mars, bi/rain, hmmm i have to think about it some more

2250. What do you believe in?
food

2251. What band is so romantic that anyone who listens to them must be romantic at heart?
i have no idea

2252. Are you a fan of Roxy Music?
no

2253. Can you ever say something that hasn't been said or do something that hasn't been done?
yes

2254. When was the last time you were up all night?
a few days ago (doing work)

2255. Do you enjoy wasting time?
yes

2256. Why do people use safe notes?
i dunno

2257. Have your gods and idols let you down?
no

2258. Is a place in the country your ideal?
not really . . .

2259. Have you ever developed a photograph?
no

2260. Have you ever courted anyone?
no
Has someone courted you?
i dont think so

2261. What do you waste?
sleep time

2262. Have you ever silk screened a t-shirt?
no

2263. Is there anything that you tend to make that most people usually buy rather than make themselves?
bracelets

2264. When was the last time that you were neither going to school or working for a month or more?
i cant remember

2265. Is alcohol an excuse you use to be yourself for a while?
i havent done that thus far

2266. What is your light at the end of the tunnel?
a lamp

2267. Speaking of the light, is the light that people see when they die the random firing of electrons or is it something more?
i dunno . havent experienced it yet

2268. Do you ever step back thinking of life's inner meaning and your latest fling?
no

2269. Can anyone guess what band/song I am listening to right now?
no

2270. When was the last time you were embaressed?
about a month ago

2271. If you were going to have a mural painted in your bed room what would you want it to be of?
the ocean

2272. Is sex more about fullfilling a need or giving yourself?
i think its both

2273. Do you like your belly?
yes

2274. Do you think more or act more?
both

2275. Do you ever think about the price of gasoline?
yes

2276. What is the healthiest food to eat?
tofu

2277. Have you ever read:
Jonathan Livingston Seagull? no
Ender's Game? no
Memnoch the Devil?no

2278. Should there be a mandatory retirement age?
yes! lol

2279. What's the craziest thing you've ever done on impulse that worked out well?
talk to random strangers

2280. List everything you have eaten in the past 24 hours:
yakisoba, pita chips, hummus, hot chocolate, water, koala march chocolates

2281. Do you listen to your intuitions, feelings and tingly sensations?
yes

2282. Do you know a lot about the city you live in and do you think it's important to know a lot about it?
no and no

2283. If you were at the Everything in the Whole Wide World museuem what would you want to see first?
the history section

2284. Have you ever read:
Lost Souls? no
The Shining?no
Damnation Game? no
Pearl Harbor?no
have you ever read brave story by miyuki miyabe? no didn't think so

2285. Do you have any excercise tapes or dvds?
yup

2286. Do you own a pair of lucky underwear?
no

2287. You've been feeding a wild cat but it's annoying your neighbors. You can not adopt it but youu must get rid of it. Which is kinder, taking it to a no-kill shelter that will keep it in a cage for the rest of it's life or having it put to sleep?
i would ask around for others if they want to adopt

2288. Can you spell "mouse" without singing it (at least in your head)?
yes

2289. What's a word people should use more often?
piss

2290. What is the longest word you can type using only the top (letter) row of the keyboard?
tripe

2291. Do you listen to other people's advice?
yes

2292. Would you ever consider putting your entire cd collection on your hard drive and thn selling the cd's?
yup

2293. What do you think of this survey so far?
its ok. recent questions have been kinda boring and/or lame

2294. What is one question that hasn't been on this survey yet but should be?
how many sex partners i've had

2295. Does 'liberty and justice for all' mean for all americans or all people?
all people

2296. What do you believe that you think EVERYONE should agree with?
that food is delicious

2297. Does the sound of crickets bother you?
yes. i like coquis better.

2298. Is the sound of a fan on at night soothing?
no

2299. How do you feel you will likely die?
i have no clue

2300. If you were going to run away where would you go?
some other state.

5000 Questions Part 23

(Real day of post: 11日6月2013年, a las 23:55ぽい)


2101. Are you an optimist?
yup

2102. If you were in the Breakfast Club, which character would you be?
i haven't seen that

2103. Who do you have no respect for?
father

2104. Is the plural form of cactus cactuses or cactii?
i dunno . . .
Is the plural form of penis penises or penii?
jajaja it would be funny if there was. maybe there is? i dunno

2105. What does your favorite coffee mug look like?
it's small and has a handle and lines aren't perfect. i got it as a present from one of the representatives from the japan mcdonalds.

2106. Have you ever gotten hurt at a concert?
no

2107. What age do you think it is most difficult to be?
95

2108. Do you like to be considered wierd or different?
i dont really care. everybody is weird and different

2109. Do you think you could handle a day in jail?
i'm not sure. . .

2110. Is your body an amusement park?
that's the first time i've heard that. hmmm. i guess

2111. Are dj's obsolete?
what?

2112. What is the best liquid in existence?
water

2113. What is turning out better than expected?
the odds of me moving out of this dump

2114. Who is the most overbearing person you know?
no one

2115. Who does it surprise you that you are close to?
no one

2116. Apparently Eminem got booed at the MTV music video awards because he was making fun of Moby onstage. What do you think of this?
dont really care

2117. Close your eyes. What do you see?
a lot of black and red

2118. What's the best Van Halen song?
dunno

2119. What do you picture when you hear the word "Puritans?"
i picture puritans

2120. Have you ever been on a trampoline?
yes.!!!!!! love it!!!!!

2121. What do you use batteries for the most often?
wii console and wii balance board

2122. What do you find thrilling?
roller-coasters

2123. Porch swing. Sunrise. What else could you ask for?
breakfast

2125. Where's the sexiest place to have a piercing?
i only have piercings on my ears: 3. used to be 4. so i guess my ears? but that's not really sexy. . .

2126. Do you get panic attacks?
no

2127. How long does getting dressed to go to a club take you?
same as any other time. i dont take very long to get dressed.

2129. Does your body need improvement or is it just fine?
needs improvements. my hamstrings are too tight, etc.

2130. Does watching MTV or reading beauty magazines make you feel bad about yourself?
no

2132. What is the most romantic movie ever?
um . . . . . . . .geisha? i kinda like fantasy/action/sci-fi stuff more

2133. Do you think that woman are treated as second class citizens of this world?
in some countries yes

2134. What would you do if you were at a dance club with your signifigant other and he or she got into a fistfight with someone?
id pretend like i dont know him. :P jajaja but seriously? i dunno if i would be able to stop it cuz im not that strong

2135. Has anyplace ever asked you to leave?
no

2136. Have you ever been openly kicked out?
no

2137. Are you permanently banned from anywhere?
no

2138. Who is your favorite movie director?
tim burton

2139. What topic do you hate to talk about?
atom bombs. there's not much to say about it.

2140. Are you looking forward to the remake of Willie Wonka and the Chocolate factory or do you think it could never be as good as the original?
both movies were good in their respective ways

2141. Do you enjoy the band Ministry?
dont know them

2142. What is your coziest article of clothing?
pajamas: underwear

2143. What is your favorite word to say?
crap, dude, piss off

2144. Does your name and your signifigant other's name feel like one word to you?
no

2145. Do you like the band the Buzzcocks?
no

2146. Can you tell when other people are lieing?
yes. sometimes no if i dont know the person too well

2147. Do you like to wear glitter?
no. its so annoying! it looks pretty but annoying

2148. Would you prefer to wrap your own presents or have them all giftwrapped?
wrap them myself

2149. Where do you go when you want to meet new people?
anywhere.

2150. What is the best first sentence to a book, in your opinion?
none

2151. Should fun or safety come first?
depends on what you're talking about

2152. Does mind over matter work for you?
no

2153. What's the most weight you ever lost in one year?
15 lbs

2154. What are your feelings about punk and goth?
they're cool i guess

2155. Did you ever write something when you were high and then looked at it sober and realized that it was nonsense?
nope

2156. How often do you shave:
(guys) your face?
(girls) your legs? every week
(girls) under your arms? every other day

2157. What word do you often hear people misuse?
college

2158. Have you ever used somebody?
no

2159. Are you paranoid?
no

2160. What is the best music video of all time?
tong hua by michael wong. that shit made me cry the first time i saw it.

2161. How many Shakespeare plays have you read all the way through?
i havent read any

2162. What was the deepedst religious or spiritual experiance you've ever had?
aaaaaah when i was born?

2163. What is it like to be you today?
super boring. i was just working on my thesis all day

2164. Do you like to play games?
yes!!!!!!!!!

2165. Have you made any good friends on this diary site?
not applicable

2166. Have you met anyone from open diary?
not applicable

2167. What have you done lately that gave everyone something to talk about?
i dunno

2168. Do you get along with people who annoy you, disagree with you, dislike you, and hate you?
i keep harmony with them.

2169. When you ask for something do you make a request or a demand?
depends on what it is and when

2172. Who is on your christmas list this year?
myself. but i just want 2 things and probably wont get them anyways. it really doesn't matter to me. i just like enjoying my time more than presents

2173. How many other people do you know of that are doing this survey?
none

2174. Have you ever intentionally had a one night stand?
no. not into it. go fuck someone else

2175. Do you tend to get car sick?
only if i read while in a car

2176. What is the legnth of your hair?
around shoulder length.

2177. Do you like to listen to techno music?
yup

2178. Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?
hmm.  no

2179. What do you think of these diary names?
Oculto: interesting
suffer victim: boring
With A Purpose: ok
Almost_Famous: boring
In.The.Name.Of.Lust: interesting
The Phallic Stapler: eeeh. so so
<*>SeXyCandace<*>: boring

2180. What do you think of these entry titles?
Lesbians ... as far as the eye can see: interesting
Why Avril Lavigne sucks: boring
Call On Jesus: boring
Buddha-licious: ok
WeLCome To The JungLe!: ok
Geektastic: ok
Should i get an abortion?: so so

2181. What do you find beautiful in an atypicaal way?
i have no clue

2182. What would you PHYSICALLY fight someone over?
im not sure if i would go that far

2183. What was the last thing you were invited to?
party

2184. What do you like
a bunch of shit :P

2185. Have you ever drank:
chartruese? no
absinth? no

2186. Do you plan your outfits ahead of time, pick them out the morning of, wear whatever was on the floor, or wear what you slept in?
pick ahead of time or the morning of

2187. How long have you ever gone without changing your
sheets: about a month i think
clothes: a day
underwear: 2 days (it was a camping trip and no there are no showers in the woods)
toothbrush: about 5 months i think?

2189. What item should not be shared?
underwear

2190. How do you keep control of your temper?
i do something that i know will keep me focused

2191. If you could gain all of your dreams by giving a family member (little brother) to the goblin king who would turn him into a goblin, would you?
yes

2192. Do you like to listen to Duran Duran?
dunno them

2193. Do you ever feel the need for MORE than life has to offer?
not really.

2194. What is your favorite children's story?
la llorona

2195. Do you think that adult books should have more pictures?
sometimes. depends on the book cuz some really dont need pictures to begin with

2196. What was your all time low?
probably in middle school

2197. Do you make up songs and sing them to yourself when you're alone?
nope

2198. Do you like to listen to the Smashing Pumkins?
i've only heard maybe 1-2 songs and didn't like  them that much

2199. Do you see the expression of emotion as weakness?
eeeeeh. i used to think that

2200. Are you prepared in case of chemicle, biological and nuclear attacks?
no way at all

逃げる

(Real day of post: 7日6月2013年, a las 11:10ぽい)

pastに行けば、

私に

「ダメ！

彼が嘘をついてる人。

あなたの同じような気持ちを感じない！

バカことしてるよ！

ジェシは彼に興味があるのが知ってるけど、

悪い感じを感じないようにこらをしてはいけない。

お願い。

私が将来に来て

そんな将来が欲しくないよ。」

と言いたい。

そして今度の気持ちがない(になる)。

漢字小テストがあるし、

今漢字を勉強してる。＿|￣|○

会話試験もある。(´Д` )

後で家に帰て、 

ストレスが高くなってからもう一回長い逃げたい。

生活の悪い気持ちから逃げたい。

~*~12:44頃~*~

14 minutes before class.

freaking a bit. i know all the kanji now, but i dont want to forget.

i hope i dont have to do the option of u.s education system verses jp education system for conversation exam. . . id rather do other options.

jose woke me up last night with a txt. i told him he can apologize by buying me a hot coco. 

~*~14:53頃~*~

やった！！！！！

(((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))

出来たよ！！！！

¡ja terminé!

wuuu

got 15 out of 15 on 漢字小テスト (kanji quiz)!

~*~15:15頃~*~

    Literally just sprinted about 10 blocks to 3:18 train from the loop. Made it in time. The subway got at loop around 3o clock, and got at the train at 3:13. Thats pretty damn good! 

    I wonder if other people like that rush. It doesnt feel like a bad rush cuz im not thinking anything other than getting to the station. I was reading how sagitarius have a goal and go for it but it may take a while because we get distracted in the way from other things and for us its more about the journey to that goal. The goal itself is not the important thing. I agree with that in a way. I like more the process of getting it, but also making sure that i WILL get it! And then the usual stuff: gemini and sagitarius being the best match ever, sagitarius tend to have infidelity (so not true on my case), adventurous nature that when in relationship also needs space (agree), blunt/what we say is what we mean/very honest but this may hurt people sometimes if they are not used to blunt honesty (so true), dont like mind games ( SO TRUE!), etc. 
   
    The rest of the day i'm gonna take off. free time! to watch game of thrones! last night i watched episode 6 and i was like O MGOSH!!! SHE'S AWESOME>i wasn't expecting him to get his golden crown like that. . . and it was difficult to go to sleep, cuz i kept thinking i need to know whats gonna happen now! O___O



~*~22:49頃~*~

ポストは午後8:16にポストして、

午後10:42に知らない人がポストを読んだ。

どこにいたか？

パーチの行事？仕事？友達と？

多分友達といただと思う。

ね？ね？

その時間に仕事をする人のを考えば、

変になるだよね。

何で

いつも知らない人を考えるの？

昨日それらの感じの終わりを決めた

けど、

まだ。。。

まだ同じ気持ちを感じてる。

何で、

この気持ちを捨てるのが難しい？

知りたい。

いつも日本語でポストした方がいいかな。。。