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本当のポストした日：２３日１０月２０１３年09：01時っぽい

    Is it strange to say? That even though I dont see my special person everyday, I am still happy. The other day I didnt talk to him for a few hours and I was panicking becuz I thought to myself, "is this how it would feel like? a quiet empty room?". Like something used to be there but now its not. 

    I get that feeling everytime i think about Muchi. ^^" I know its not good to keep some of her things but I dont want to throw them away. And I'm not ready to think about another dog... It feels too soon. 

    The other day my aunt wanted to sell one of her dogs to us, but i declined her offer. First, dogs are free. What I am paying for is vet shots and travel cost. Because how can you put a price on a life? Second, i have had my Muchi since I was 7. We grew up together and she just passed away not long ago, so it's too soon for me. Third, I will not be in US to take care it and at the moment I cannot travel to many places and have my dog in pet hotels all the time. They deserve a home that has time to be there. 

    It's really hard not to get sad when I think of her and it's really hard to not cry, but then I think of my special person and I feel better. *^^*

    Today I have my midterm for Japanese. Practically my only midterm, but still a midterm! Aaaaaaaah >_____<"

~*~ 13：08時頃~*~

日本語の期末試験終わったばかり〜〜ん:D

    I surprised myself. In the exam, it asked who is an important teacher to me, and I said my dog. I surprised myself because I started crying a little. . . . Like always, i tried to hide it. 

    Anyways, will write a seperate post since its a different subject. ^^~

いい政治家になるための条件

本当のポストした日：２０日１０月２０１３年１５：４４時っぽい

宿題の部分：

   いい政治家になるためにの条件は素直と素直とたくさん素直だと思います。アメリカの候補者の話し方はかなり難しくて相談する時に全部の質問を答えない、政治家になれば違う人もになってしまいます。はじめに素直がある候補者が必要だと思います。

    I think good conditions in order to become a good politician is honesty, honesty, and more honesty. The way politicians speak in America is very difficult to understand and they dont answer all questions. So when they become politicians, they become a different person. From the beginning they should be honest./i think a politician who has honesty from the beginning is necessary. 

   また、アメリカには色んな宗教と考え方がありますけれどもみんなの国民は同じ問題もあります。例えば、増えている学校のがくひとか、health care等。一番大切な事は候補者のどんな宗教に信じる事じゃなくて、どのような政治をしたい事だと思います。

    

    Also, in America there are many religions and many ways of thinking but, citizens have the same problems. For example increasing school tuition, health care, etc. The most important thing is not what religion the candidate believes in, it's what they want to do in politics.

ごめんね。。。health careって日本語で分かんない>＿<

祖父祖母物語

本当のポストした日：２０日１０月２０１３年１５：４０時っぽい

今日マラソンの１０Kmを走ったよ。〜〜:D〜〜
けれどちょっと怒るね^^”
友達としゃべったら後で電話をかけて下さい。
これを好む。。。私を残るの気持ちを感じたくないし

祖父祖母物語の発表１：ーー＞

昔々、ある日、ある国に、ある町に、ある家に、祖父と祖母がいました。
毎日一緒に全部の事をしました。

食べたり、散歩したり、仕事したり、もう一回食べたり、シャワーしたり、寝たりしました。

一緒にも死にました。

幸せな生活でしたかな。。。

〜カメ

祖父祖母物語２：

九十時代には入り、

ある日、

祖父は祖母に子供の事を問題にしました。

「祖母。。子供が欲しいんですか」と聞きました。

。。。

「ね。じじ。。。

ハーかダレ！

子供と孫子がいるよ！

もしもう一回子供作りたい場合に、他の婆を探しなさい」

と答えました。。。

〜カメ

今も新しい「あなたへ」というプロジェックト始めてる〜 :3

結婚式

本当のポストした日：１９日１０月２０１３年２０：０５時っぽい

    Be ready for a lot of mini posts today, because I have a LOT to say. :P
I was just reading this little thing (about how not to make an idiot of yourself at a japanese wedding), and I realized how I've never been to a wedding. XD I was invited to one but couldn't go. . . So I have nothing to compare japanese weddings with.

    I guess its like how I never took a subway until I went to Japan. It was my 1st time going into a subway and all that stuff, so when I went back and had to take 'subways' in Chicago, there is no contest. ^^'' I was utterly shocked for a few weeks but I have managed to not think about it anymore. . .to some extent.
    I still smile to myself when people complain about full trains, and how there isn't much space. . . There is totally a bunch of space!

    But anyways, back to the wedding thing. I wonder what changes legally when you marry someone in Japan. Do people keep their names, do they change them? If they change them is it both people or just one person? What about families? I've always seen as marriage as one of those "ok so now your family is my family, and I have to deal with you now. . ." situations. What do you wear to a wedding? How do you prepare for one?
    I have no clue how people do it in US either so I am soooo out of my element here. I truly know nothing. ^^''

    I knew about the presents (money), and people making speeches. . . But it isn't until you are experience it, that you can truly talk about it.

２０日１０月２０１３年のUpdate：

    I learned that my friend is engaged, and I asked her a bunch of questions. :3 I think she is learning as she goes through the process, but it was interesting to get her take on it. What we mostly think as a marriage is really just the ceremony part. I can go to the legal office tomorrow, sign a paper where we both get married, and still have a wedding ceremony like a month later. Cool stuff. . .cool stuff.

Zoomin Japan

１４日１０月２０１３年２３：４８時頃ポストした。


    Again I find myself being stressed and I kinda. . . . got disappointed by what she said regarding the summer trip. I had my heart set on it and just cuz i dont have certain answers at the moment, she doesn't know. Whatever, I'm still being optimistic about it.

    I jumped ahead a bit and was looking at this. (Talks about visa stuff for Japan.) Now i have more reason to get to level N1 in JLPT! Oh my gosh i have to study so much T^T.
    And my teacher sent me an email today regarding my behaviour. Things that I had already talked with her, but i think i just don't stand out in her memory? From her email, I felt like there was a different image of me as a student and i'm not gonna lie, it did upset me. I thought i had already cleared out reasons for some of these things but i guess not. . . I like my other teacher better. . .

    Anyways, it's my break now. I wanted to finish reading this before having a small snack and some of my homework. I think it's really interesting topic; one that i am starting to cover more in my graduate plan although my focus is more on brazilian-japanese. Of course I would like to do in "foreigners" in general but this seems like too broad. And then i moved to this article about an interview with a guy who did JET and is now in Okinawa permanently and has written 2 books and blogs regularly. :D Isn't that cool?! It would be really nice to have a conversation with him about work and his books.

    Hmmm I'll have to work on my Facebook page to get publicity on my art =_=. But when can i draw if i am studying all the time? Drawings i do now is just simple cartoons for study notes. XD And most of my time lately is taken from my lovely BF, my friends, my mentee (this is my volunteer work that i am doing right now. pretty awesome!! if only i got payed TT_TT), studying and running. My hand and mind have so many ideas to draw down, but right now I am more busy with preparing for test, run, and JLPT. I really want to get a good score. ^^''

    And then I found an even more interesting post here, about relationships between women and their jp guy. :P I remember one summer i was trying to look for this stuff, but it was so difficult! I'm like, "WHY IS THIS SHIT SO DIFFICULT???!?!?!?!?!?!!! I can't be the only one out there!". I mean, there are plenty of stories of western guys with japanese girls and my teachers are proof of that actually, and how guys are easily able to get a girlfriend (even when they are considered ugly back home they still find a girlfriend somehow. . .) but that still left me with questions of the other side of the story. Even my friend Jose was like, "yea it wasn't that hard to find a girlfriend. and i was actually surprised how quickly they would point out to a love hotel".
    I still remember when I was in Hiroshima and the 2 girls we met up with for dinner and karaoke were hovering over the guys, and i was so amazed cuz i kept thinking, "what the hell? these guys are soooooo not attractive, let alone gentlemen. . . . . . I mean come on!!! What do they see in them? XD". It's like they became superstars for that night. Basically the rest of that trip all of us felt like superstars since people kept staring at us. . . .ALL the time. Me and my friend even made a song about it and i remember it to this day.

I see you lookin' at me

lookin' at me

lookin' at me.

I see you lookin' at me, and then I look at you.

You see me lookin' at you

lookin' at you

lookin' at you.

You see me lookin' at you, and then you look away.

    And it really is true. Although she told me that when she went to Tokyo all her superstar-feeling-ness went away, and she was treated like any other person. I only know about how people stared at me all the time in Hiroshima and Kyoto so I don't know about Tokyo. (It was cute though sometimes, especially when these girls on a bus were all shy and excited. So we said hi to them and they took pictures of us, and we wrote them a little message in english (just stuff like "hi. how are you? have fun this summer". so nothing difficult) because they told us they were studying english. I didn't want to go since what they wanted to do was different from what I wanted to do and I had already spent a lot of money on clothes. . . XD It took me a while to find geta in my size. . . and the thing that goes inside the obi. Luckily I have a fashion magazine now (japanese) that explains how to put it on, cuz i totally forgot. XD

    But anyway, my point was that it was difficult to find stories where the guy is the one who is japanese and not the girl. So I was really glad to had found it and read stories about Claudia and Zia. It gave me more . . .hmmm. . . . . . .how to say. . . .positive energy? Luckily my bf doesn't have to meet my grama. XD She thinks every asian person is chinese (this is pretty typical thinking in Puerto Rico). But if he did I dunno what to do because she speaks and understand english but she chooses not to. And she's really old fashioned. Last time I HINTED to her that I wasn't christian, . . . o . . . my. . . gosh. But family is family. ^^

    I would like to know how people met. This always interests me cuz i love stories! Like the movie My Darling Is A Foreigner (which is also a manga). I watched this movie as well as 2 other japanese movies in the airplane to Japan, and I fell in love with the story! I think the manga is first actually, then they made a movie. But I would totally buy this movie and watch it 30 billion times. ^^'''

    I could feel nervous when she went to a party where her "darling" was, and it was mostly foreign people so she really felt nervous and awkward and just wanted to find her boyfriend but then she was all overwhelmed from all the people there. And here I am in my airplane seat watching this and holding my breath and thinking "omygosh omygosh omygosh omygosh omygosh". XD

    Once when I went to Sanseido, I found one of the manga and I bought it because i really liked the movie. Which reminds me, I have to go again because i'm running out of soap. XD I need soap for shower! I like smelling like mint. *^^* Maybe this is weird to some people but after my trip in Japan, now i only use japanese soap. It's amazing. :3 I even gave some to my brother for his birthday. I guess there are some things that I thought, "omygosh this is so much better. XD". So when i came back i was a little disappointed. And I realized about me, that I quickly got used to talking slower in english, bowing and saying "はい" all the time. And I ACTUALLY felt insulted a bit when a guy in the airport security was making conversation with me, because he asked me my age (or something like that. . .don't really remember). I was actually thinking "I'm DEFINITELY back in america. . .This guy is so direct!". Ya. . . . . it was reverse culture shock. ^^'''

Here is a little preview, so you know what I'm talking about. :P

    But anyways,

I'm glad to have read the article and now i'm gonna dig more posts cuz it seems like a really interesting site. :3 So this post became . . . .super mega long! XD But to make things more interesting, here is something else that I was reading about. I was against the idea of teaching from the beginning but now i'm starting to think that it can benefit me because i have learned that i love helping my friends with their japanese and english (even though i am not native in either one XD). Hmmm, still thinking about it. :3